I have been doing a lot of thinking over the last month or so about how extremely blessed I am and how much my Heavenly Father loves me and my family. I was thinking back over the last year and how much the Lord has had a hand in our lives. Last December our lives were turned upside down. It was one of the hardest things that the two of us has gone through in our marriage. It was also one of the best things for us. We grew together as a couple and we had to turn to each other and to the Lord for help. My love for Chris and my savior grew so much. As much as Chris and I wanted to go to Houston, I am starting to see and understand why we are still in Provo. We have truly been blessed.The last year has made me realize how very grateful I am for is the gospel in my life. I honestly do not know where I would be with out it. My grandma just passed away and I was reminded how awesome it is that we can be together again with our loved ones. I love knowing that Chris is stuck with me FOREVER and that families are forever. How stinking cool is that?I have been learning a lot about the Lords time table, his will, faith, and patience. Things that I have had to work on. Luckily the Lord is loving and patient with me. I am grateful for the priesthood in my home. What a great blessing it is to have a husband that is worthy of it. I am grateful for a Savior that loves me no matter what I do. He never leaves me and is always there for me.A few years ago when we were down in Houston we went to a Rockets game. At that time the teams motto was," Live it. Every day. Every game." and they were showing it every where. Since then I have thought about this a lot. I have thought about it in the gospel sense though and have tried to do just that. Live it (the gospel) every day. I am so much happier when I do.I guess I am just blabbing on, but I have been thinking about a lot lately. I really do have so much to be grateful for and will forever be in debt to my Heavenly Father and Savior.

This is a picture of my great grandma Bleak & me at my wedding. She lived to be 98 years old. What a life she had lived. She had 3 kids, 20 grand children, 70 great grand children, & 19 great great grand children. She will for sure be missed.








